Those tender words reminded her of Randy Newhouse… That was how he had spoken to her, and then he had just fucked her and left her belly filled with semen and unsatisfied. Selfish brutes! All of them nothing but wild, sexual beasts.

Her body stiffened as Russ began pulling her loins harder than ever against his own. He massaged the soft yielding cheeks of her buttocks from behind once more, his mouth locking down again upon hers with a frantic urgency. She heard her breath coming in tiny mewling gasps, and the muscles of her body were as taut as a bow-string as they reacted of their own volition to the delicious teasings of Russ' warmly gripping fingers. She clenched her teeth together, fighting the surging emotions of her flesh with all of her might, but the pervading fingers of his one hand nipping against her breasts, and the hardness of his penis against her trembling belly, brought further moans of helpless submission from deep in her throat. God, in spite of her past, Russ was succeeding in arousing her! Maybe there was hope yet… he was being so tender in his passion… and she was becoming excited in the way a healthy female ought to! Perhaps she would become normal and not let her fear of masculine betrayal keep her trapped in her loneliness! But all the while, there was a frightening hollowness alive in the pit of her stomach, fighting off the intensity of her response…

"Ohhhh, Russ! Please don't do this!" she pleaded, almost close to tears from her conflict of emotions. But the man's hands fondled the tight cloth encased cheeks of her buttocks, unaware of the battle which was raging in Suzie's mind. Suzie struggled harder… but his kisses burned hots and his left hand closed teasingly over her throbbing breast, absorbing it voluptuously firm flesh…

"Oh… oooooooh…" she chanted almost mindlessly now, alive with the forbidden and fearful sensations. His hands, his tongue, his whole enveloping body enflamed her, and she gasped from the sudden craving which was rapidly overcoming her resistance. And still came the pungent thought that she didn't want to stop him or herself… that, this time perhaps, she would learn to trust a man…