
Nelio reminded us who we really are. Human beings, each of us bearing secret powers we know nothing about. Nelio was a remarkable person. His presence made all of us feel remarkable.
That was his secret.
It is night by the Indian Ocean.
Nelio is dead.
And however unlikely it may sound, it seemed to me that he died without ever being afraid.
How can that be possible? How can a ten-year-old boy die without betraying even a glimmer of terror at not being allowed to partake of life any longer?
I don't understand it. Not at all.
I, an adult, cannot think about death without feeling an icy hand around my throat.
But Nelio only smiled. Clearly he had yet another secret that he would not share with the rest of us. It was odd, since he had been so generous with the few possessions he had, whether it was the dirty shirts made of Indian cotton that he always wore, or any of his unexpected thoughts.
The fact that he no longer exists I take as a sign that the world will soon come to an end.
Or am I mistaken?
I stand here on the roof and think about the first time I saw him lying on the filthy floor, struck down by the bullets of the demented killer.
I call on the soft night wind blowing in from the sea to help me remember.
Nelio once asked me, 'Do you know what the wind tastes like?'
I didn't know what to answer. Does the wind really have a taste?
Nelio thought so.
'Mysterious spices,' he said – I think it was on the seventh night. 'That tell us about people and events far away. That we can't see. But that we can sense if we draw the wind deep into our mouths and then eat it.'
That's how Nelio was. He thought it was possible to eat the wind.
And that the wind could dull a person's hunger.
Now when I try to recall what I heard on those nine nights I spent with Nelio, it occurs to me that my memory is neither better nor worse than anyone else's.
