
Stay cool. It had been their farewell line for ever, between two sisters and taken up as a joke by their father.
She’d said it then, with love; her sister had laughed, and she knew her father and Micki had died knowing she was moving heaven and earth to get to them.
And suddenly it was okay. Their ghosts were here now. She could feel them, a soft and gentle presence. It was right to come tonight, she thought.
She’d loved her family more than life itself, and they were still with her, in this place. Rusty was by her side, pressing against her, a link to them. She knelt and fondled him.
‘We can go on,’ she whispered. ‘I can’t forgive Toby, but maybe…maybe I can forgive myself for trusting him. Dad and Micki trusted him, too. They wouldn’t want me to beat myself up forever.’
Jake was waiting. Life was waiting. The night was still and warm, and the moon’s gentle beams were almost a blessing.
It was time to go.
She straightened and turned. Jake was at the edge of the clearing, watching gravely from the shadows.
‘I’m all right,’ she said, managing a smile. ‘I’m not about to wail or rend my garments.’
‘I’m pleased to hear it.’
‘Thank you for coming.’
‘It was my honour,’ he said gravely, and it was so much the right thing to say that she caught her breath. She picked her way back over the ruins but he met her halfway, catching her hands as she stumbled and helping her the last few steps.
‘Okay?’ he asked softly, and she managed a smile and a sniff, and if she left her hand in his, then who could blame her?
‘It was so lovely here,’ she whispered. ‘I can’t tell you. My mum and dad, my sister, our friends, our dogs, chooks…’
‘Chooks?’
‘Hens. All sorts. My dad bred Rhode Island Reds. They spent their lives clucking around the orchard. Can I show you the orchard?’
