“That's fine,” he approved with a chuckle. “You see, my dear, there's nothing like a whipping even for a grown woman to turn her into a charming, obedient, and dutiful lady. Now I'll untie you… and then, as I said before, I'm going to see just how grateful you are for my having taught you this little lesson.”

With this, he at last untied my arms and legs, and, after helping me down from the chair, picked me up in his arms and carried me over to the bed, laying me down on it. I winced because it hurt my bottom so, even to lie on it. But I watched him with terror, wondering what he was going to do to me and what he meant by how grateful I was…

I did not have long to wait. Oh, my God, he had begun to take off his clothes. Then… then I knew… what he meant by being obedient to him in all things… He… he… was going to h-have me.

I shrank back, and tried to cover myself with my hands as I cried out: “Oh, my God, Mr. Raleigh, what are you going to do to me? Oh, please let me off now, please, it hurts me so from the awful whipping you gave me. Won't you be kind and let me off? I'll be good, I swear I will, but please don't hurt me any more.”

“I intend to be kind to you, my dear,” he said as he continued to undress till he was down to his shorts and socks. And I saw the enormous bulge against the fly of his shorts and I knew now only too well just what he intended to do to me. I was horrified and I had never been so ashamed, but if I struggled and resisted, he was stronger than I and it would only mean a terrible whipping… even if I ran away, I had no money, I couldn't go to my parents. I began to cry.

“If you want some more of the strap, Lucille, just keep that up,” he warned me as he came toward the bed, looking greedily at me.

I had my hand over my spot in front and the other arm clutched over my bare breasts, because all of a sudden I was so horribly embarrassed to be naked before him, much more even than when he had whipped me… “But, oh, for God's sake, please don't do that… t-to me, Mr. Raleigh,” I sobbed pleadingly, “I'm a good girl, I never did a wicked thing like that before… You… you haven't any right to… to… try to f-force me…”