
"I got a job today up in Floral Beach. I'll probably be gone a week to ten days."
"Oh. Is that all? That's good. You need a change." He turned back to the paper, leafing through the section on local news.
I stood there and stared at the back of his head. A painting by Whistler came immediately to mind. In a flash, I understood what was going on. "Henry, are you mothering me?" "What makes you say that?" "Being here feels weird." "In what way?"
"I don't know. Dinner on the table, stuff like that."
"I like to eat. Sometimes I eat two, three times a day," he said placidly. He found the crossword puzzle at the bottom of the funnies and reached for a ballpoint pen. He wasn't giving this nearly the attention it deserved.
"You swore you wouldn't fuss over me if I moved in."
"I don't fuss." "You do fuss."
"You're the one fussing. I haven't said a word." "What about the laundry? You've got clothes folded up at the foot of my bed."
"Throw 'em on the floor if you don't like 'em there."
"Come on, Henry. That's not the point. I said I'd do my own laundry and you agreed."
Henry shrugged. "Hey, so I'm a liar. What can I say?"
"Would you quit? I don't need a mother."
"You need a keeper. I've said so for months.
You don't have a clue how to take care of yourself.
You eat junk. Get beat up. Place gets blown to bits. I told you to get a dog, but you refuse. So now you got me, and if you ask me, it serves you right."
How irksome. I felt like one of those ducklings inexplicably bonded to a mother cat. My parents had been killed in a car wreck when I was five. In the absence of real family, I'd simply done without. Now, apparently, old dependencies had surfaced. I knew what that meant. This man was eighty-two. Who knew how long he'd live? Just about the time I let myself get attached to him, he'd drop dead. Ha, ha, the joke's on you, again.
