
Her mother, Nina Bartos, had taught at universities in California and New York, retiring two years earlier, the So-and-So Professor of Such-and-Such, as Keith said once. She was pale and thin, her mother, following knee-replacement surgery. She was finally and resolutely old. This is what she wanted, it seemed, to be old and tired, to embrace old age, take up old age, surround herself with it. There were the canes, there were the medications, there were the afternoon naps, the dietary restrictions, the doctors’ appointments.
“There’s nothing to discuss right now. He needs to stay away from things, including discussions.”
“Reticent.”
“You know Keith.”
“I’ve always admired that about him. He gives the impression there’s something deeper than hiking and skiing, or playing cards. But what?”
“Rock climbing. Don’t forget.”
“And you went with him. I did forget.”
Her mother stirred in the chair, feet propped on the matching stool, late morning, still in her robe, dying for a cigarette.
“I like his reticence, or whatever it is,” she said. “But be careful.”
“He’s reticent around you, or was, the few times there was actual communication.”
“Be careful. He was in grave danger, I know. He had friends in there. I know that too,” her mother said. “But if you let your sympathy and goodwill affect your judgment.”
There were the conversations with friends and former colleagues about knee replacements, hip replacements, about the atrocities of short-term memory and long-term health insurance. All of this was so alien to Lianne’s sense of her mother that she thought there might be an element of performance. Nina was trying to accommodate the true encroachments of age by making drama of them, giving herself a certain degree of ironic distance.
“And Justin. Having a father around the house again.”
“The kid is fine. Who knows how the kid is? He’s fine, he’s back in school,” she said. “They reopened.”
