
I'm no coward. I endured the slaughterhouse battles of the Great Eastern Wars without flinching. I stood fast at Second Baxendala while the Tervola sent the savan dalage ravening amongst us night after night. I maintained my courage after Dichiara, which was our worst defeat. And I persevered at Palmisano, though the bodies piled into little mountains and so many men died that the savants later declared there could be no more war for generations. For three years I had faced the majestic, terrible hammer of Shinsan's might without quelling.
But when Lord Hammer bore down on me, that grim death mask coming like an arrowhead engraved with my name, I slunk aside like a whipped dog.
He had that air. You knew he was as mighty as any force of Nature, as cruel as Death Herself. Cowering was instinctive.
He looked me in the eye. I couldn't see anything through his mask. But a coldness hit me. It made the cold of that land seem summery.
He looked at Chenyth, too. Baby brother didn't flinch.
I guess he was too innocent. He didn't know when to be scared.
Lord Hammer dropped to one knee beside Toamas.
Gloved hands probed the old man's ribs. Toamas cringed. Then his terror gave way to a beatific smile.
Lord Hammer strode back to where Fetch pursued her regular evening ritual of battling to erect their tent.
"You're a damned idiot, girl," she muttered. "You could've picked something you could handle. But no, you had to have a canvas palace. You knew the boys would just fall in love and stumble all over themselves to help. Then you hired lunks with the chivalry of tomcats. You're a real genius, you are, girl."
The euphoria had reached her too. Usually she was louder and crustier.
Chenyth volunteered. Leaving me to battle with ours.
That little woman could shame or cajole a man into doing anything.
