
"I'd miss my lessons," he said. "My mother teaches us, here in this room."
Graff didn't answer, just studied John Paul's face. It made John Paul uncomfortable.
The Fleet lady spoke up. "But you'll have teachers there. In Battle School."
John Paul did not look at her. It was Graff he had to watch. Graff was the one with all the power today.
Finally Graff spoke. "You think it would be unfair for you to be in Battle School while your family still struggles here."
John Paul had not thought of that. But now that Graff had suggested it...
"Nine of us," said John Paul. "It's very hard for my mother to teach us all at once."
"What if the Fleet can persuade the government of Poland—"
"Poland has no government," said John Paul, and then he smiled up at his father, who beamed down at him.
"The current rulers of Poland," said Graff cheerfully enough. "What if we can persuade them to lift the sanctions on your brothers and sisters."
John Paul thought about this for a moment. He tried to imagine what it would be like, if they could all go to school. Easier for Mother. That would be good.
He looked up at his father.
Father blinked. John Paul knew that face. Father was trying to keep from showing that he was disappointed. So there was something wrong.
Of course. There were sanctions on Father, too. Andrew had explained to him once that Father wasn't allowed to work at his real job, which should have been teaching at a university. Instead Father had to do a clerical job all day, sitting at a computer, and then manual labor by night, odd jobs off the books in the Catholic underground. If they would lift the sanctions on the children, why not on the parents?
"Why can't they change all the stupid rules?" said John Paul.
Graff looked at Capt. Rudolf, then at John Paul's parents. "Even if we could," he said to them,
"should we?"
