
You overtold story, he said to the wizened man who despised him from the mirror.
You are only tempted because you're bored. Making excuses because you're cruel.
Lustful because your dim old dong is long past the exercise.
And he heard the old bastard answer silently, You will do it, because you can. Of all the people in the world, you can.
And he thought he saw Rachel look back at him, bright with finding herself beautiful at fourteen, laughing at the vast joke of knowing she was admired by the very man whom she, too, wanted. Laugh all you like, Charlie said to his vision of her. I was too kind to you then. I'm afraid I'll undo my youthful goodness now.
"I'm going back," he said aloud. "Find me a day."
"For what purpose?" Jock asked.
"My business."
"I have to know your purpose, or how can I find you a day?"
And so he had to name it. "I'm going to have her if I can."
Suddenly a small alarm sounded, and Jock's voice was replaced by another.
"Warning. Illegal use of THIEF for possible present-altering manipulation of the past."
Charlie smiled. "Investigation has found that the alteration is acceptable.
Clear." And the program release: "Byzantium."
"You're a son of a bitch," said Jock.
"Find me a day. A day when the damage will be least-- when I can..."
"Twenty-eight October 1973."
That was after he got home from Sao Paulo, the contracts signed, already a capitalist before he was twenty-three. That was during the time when he had been afraid to call her, because she was only fourteen, for God's sake.
"What will it do to her, Jock?"
"How should I know?" Jock answered. "And what difference would it make to you?"
