What was funny was that some of the most leftist, ball-busting, bitches seemed to get off on his being a former team guy. There was one little brunette wearing a beret just like that fucking terrorist Che that he swore was getting ready to go down on him right in the middle of the damned argument. But he’d blown her off instead. The hell if he’d get told he was a mindless myrmidon and then fuck the little bitch.

Sooner or later, something was going to give. His really bad side was starting to peek out and that was something he feared more than failure. It violated the warrior code. Courage in Battle, Loyalty to the King, Protection of the Innocent. Sometimes it seemed it was the only thing he had left. He was not going to become a fucking rapist.

He’d always managed to restrain that side of himself, even with the Philipino B girls and the Thailand whores, when it didn’t matter what you did, as long as you paid the mamasan. One of the reasons he’d just left the little bitch in the beret hanging was if he’d taken her home it would have been a grudge fuck, with emphasis on “grudge.” And she’d have gone home sorry and sore. Which was all well and good if it was lined out in advance and agreed to by both parties. But that wasn’t where that particular relationship was going.

So his right forearm got over developed, his anger got hotter and hotter and there didn’t seem to be any release in sight. He very much needed to kill someone. Just about anyone would do, but one of the little airhead bitches was getting even farther up the list than his professors.

Thoughts like that had carried him, unthinking, to the areas by the library and the English department buildings.