‘I don’t feel like it.’ She was acutely aware that every slave present was craning their neck to hear, and hated it.

Atia didn’t care who heard her. ‘Are you ill?’ she demanded.

‘No.’

‘What is it then?’

‘You wouldn’t understand,’ Aurelia mumbled.

Atia’s eyebrows rose. ‘Really? Try me.’

‘It’s…’ Aurelia caught the nearest slave staring at her. Her furious glare succeeded in making him look away, but she got little satisfaction from this. Her mother was still waiting expectantly. ‘It’s Quintus,’ she admitted.

‘Have you had an argument?’

‘No.’ Aurelia shook her head. ‘Nothing like that.’

Tapping a foot, Atia waited for further clarification. A moment later, it was clear that it would not be forthcoming. Her nostrils flared. ‘Well?’

Aurelia could see that her mother’s patience would not last much longer. In that moment, however, she caught sight of a buzzard hanging overhead on the thermals. It was hunting. Like Quintus. Aurelia’s anger resurged and she forgot about their captive audience. ‘It’s not fair,’ she cried. ‘I’m stuck here, in the garden, while he gets to track down a bear.’

Atia did not look surprised. ‘I wondered if that was what this is about. So you would also hunt?’

Glowering, Aurelia nodded. ‘Like Diana, the huntress.’

Her mother frowned. ‘You’re not a goddess.’

‘I know, but…’ Aurelia half turned, so the slaves could not see the tears in her eyes.

Atia’s face softened. ‘Come now. You’re a young woman, or will be soon. A beautiful one too. Consequently, your path will be very different to that of your brother.’ She held up a finger to quell Aurelia’s protest. ‘That doesn’t mean your destiny is without value. Do you think I am worthless?’

Aurelia was aghast. ‘Of course not, Mother.’

Atia’s smile was broad, and reassuring. ‘Precisely. I may not fight or go to war, but my position is powerful nonetheless. Your father relies on me for a multitude of things — as your husband will one day. Maintaining the household is but one small part of it.’



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