
“Senator,” called one, “what’s the news from Rome?”
Cicero somehow managed to maintain his smile. “I have not come from Rome, my good fellow. I am returning from my province.”
A red-haired man, no doubt already drunk, said, “Ooooh! My good fellow! He’s returning from his province…”
There was a snort of laughter, barely suppressed.
“What is so funny about that?” interrupted a third, eager to smooth things over. “Don’t you know? He has been in Africa.”
Cicero ’s smile was now heroic. “ Sicily, actually.”
There may have been more in this vein. I cannot remember. People began drifting away once they realized there was no city gossip to be had, and very soon Hortensius came along and ushered his remaining guests toward their boats. Cicero he nodded to, civilly enough, but pointedly did not invite to join him. We were left alone.
A trivial incident, you might think, and yet Cicero himself used to say that this was the instant at which his ambition hardened within him to rock. He had been humiliated-humiliated by his own vanity-and given brutal evidence of his smallness in the world. He stood there for a long time, watching Hortensius and his friends partying across the water, listening to the merry flutes, and when he turned away, he had changed. I do not exaggerate. I saw it in his eyes. Very well, his expression seemed to say, you fools can frolic; I shall work.
