
I tried to control my face, failed.
"Why me, eh? Because you're the best flyer I've got. You can stay with him if anyone can.
"I know, favoritism. I'm taking special care. And that's wrong. You're correct, right down the line. But I can't help myself. Don't think you could either, in my position. Enough explanation. That's the way it's going to be. If you can't handle it, let me know. I'll find someone who can, or I'll ground him. One thing I mean to do: send him home alive."
Von Drachau vainly tried to conceal his embarrassment and anger. I felt for him. Wouldn't like being talked about that way myself-though McClennon was doing the right thing, putting his motives on display, up front, so there'd be no surprises later on, and establishing for von Drachau the parameters allowed him. The Commander was an Old Earther himself, and on that battleground had learned that honesty is a weapon as powerful as any in the arsenal of deceit.
"I'll try," I replied, though with silent reservations. I'd have to do some handy self-examination before I bought the whole trick bag.
"That's all I ask. You can go, then. Johnny and I have some catching up to do."
I returned to barracks in a daze. There I received condolences from squadron mates motivated, I suppose, by relief at having escaped the draft themselves.
Tired though I was, I couldn't sleep till I'd thought everything through.
In the end, of course, I decided the Old Man had earned a favor.
