
Now, there are a lot of things that scare me, and they are all of them things over which I have little or no control, like the Big Tree.
I propped myself up on my elbow, fetched the package from the bedside table and regarded its contents once more.
There could be no mistake, especially when a thing like that was addressed to me.
I had accepted the special delivery, stuffed it into my jacket pocket, opened it at my leisure.
Then I saw that it was the sixth, and I'd gotten sick and called things to a halt.
It was a tri-dee picture of Kathy, all in white, and it was dated as developed a month ago.
Kathy had been my first wife, maybe the only woman I'd ever loved, and she'd been dead for over five hundred years. I'll explain that last part by and by.
I studied the thing closely. The sixth such thing I'd received in as many months. Of different people, all of them dead. For ages.
Rocks and blue sky behind her, that's all.
It could have been taken anywhere where there were rocks and a blue sky. It could easily have been a fake, for there are people around who can fake almost anything these days.
But who was there around, now, who'd know enough to send it to me, and why? There was no note, just that picture, the same as with all the others--my friends, my enemies.
And the whole thing made me think of the beaches around Tokyo Bay, and maybe the Book of Revelations, too.
I drew a blanket over myself and lay there in the artificial twilight I had turned on at midday. I had been comfortable, so comfortable, all these years. Now something I had thought scabbed over, flaked away, scarred smoothly and forgotten had broken, and I bled.
If there was only the barest chance that I held a truth in my shaking hand ...
I put it aside. After a time, I dozed, and I forget what thing out of sleep's mad rooms came to make me sweat so. Better forgotten, I'm sure.
