He knew what they were thinking. How could he not have known what they were thinking? Had he been born second or third rather than first, he would have been thinking the same thing himself.

My brother Herakleios let out a loud, wet cough. Even he had been watching my father and my uncles trying to stare one another down. His name, as I have said, was a bone my father had tossed to my uncle after one of their earlier fights. Most of the time, though, my father did not deign to toss bones. He was the Emperor, after all, and commonly was to be appeased, not the appeaser.

But today, sensing his weakness, his younger brothers gave as good as they got. Instead of breaking under his gaze and slinking off with shoulders slumped and eyes downcast, they stood straight against him. Nor did they glance suspiciously at each other, as sometimes happened: they knew that, if they cast down my father, only one of them could take up the reins of power they both wanted. Without casting him down, though, neither of them could seize those reins, and for once they remembered as much.

My little brother coughed again, and again, and again, and began to turn blue. That drew my father's notice. He went over to young Herakleios and took him in his arms, which made me angry and jealous. My uncles Herakleios and Tiberius strode away, as if they had won a victory, and so, perhaps, they had.

Herakleios- my brother, not my uncle- slowly came out of his paroxysm and, rather to my disappointment, regained his natural color. My father ruffled his hair, which was darker than mine, and sent him on his way, then turned to me. "Speak of the synod," he said.

I did, retailing to him the arguments over the anathemas and how I had kept the names of our ancestors from being maligned for all eternity. He nodded to me: for the first time in my life, as one man to another. "You did well," he said, "in that and in the matter of Pope Honorius. Misbelief must be uprooted no matter where it hides. Even if the affairs of men suffered, those of God went well, and for that I thank you. It's more than my brothers would have done, Lord knows."



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