
“Nina? Nina, open the door!” It was her sister, Wendy, rattling the knob. “Please let me in.”
Nina dropped her head in her hands. “I don’t want to see anyone right now.”
“You need to be with someone.”
“I just want to be alone.”
“Look, the guests have all gone home. The church is empty. It’s just me out here.”
“I don’t want to talk to anyone. Just go home, will you? Please, just go.”
There was a long silence outside the door. Then Wendy said, “If I leave now, how’re you going to get home? You’ll need a ride.”
“Then I’ll call a cab. Or Reverend Sullivan can drive me. I need some time to think.”
“You’re sure you don’t want to talk?”
“I’m sure. I’ll call you later, okay?”
“If that’s what you really want.” Wendy paused, then added, with a note of venom that penetrated even through the oak door, “Robert’s a jerk, you know. I might as well tell you. I’ve always thought he was.”
Nina didn’t answer. She sat at the dressing table, her head in her hands, wanting to cry, but unable to squeeze out a single tear. She heard Wendy’s footsteps fade away, then heard only the silence of the empty church. Still no tears would come. She couldn’t think about Robert right now. Instead, her mind seemed to focus stubbornly on the practical aspects of a cancelled wedding. The catered reception and all that uneaten food. The gifts she had to return. The nonrefundable airline tickets to St. John Island. Maybe she should go on that honeymoon anyway and forget Dr. Robert Bledsoe. She’d go by herself, just her and her bikini. Out of this whole heartbreaking affair, at least she’d come out with a tan.
Slowly she raised her head and once again looked at her reflection in the mirror. Not such a beautiful bride after all, she thought. Her lipstick was smeared and her chignon was coming apart. She was turning into a wreck.
