"Esteemed sir, these days I'd welcome an indiscretion," Krispos declared. "One of the things I do miss about my early days is having people come right out and tell me what they think instead of what they think will please me or what's to their own advantage. Go on; say what you will."

"Nothing of any great moment," the vestiarios said. "It merely crossed my mind that you might find it lonely, eating by yourself at so many meals."

"Banquets can be dull, too," Krispos said. But that wasn't what Barsymes meant, and he knew it. Here in the residence where the Avtokrator and his family had more privacy than anywhere else (not much, by anyone else's standard— Barsymes, for instance, was in the habit of dressing Krispos every morning), meals should have been a time when everyone could just sit around and talk. Krispos remembered many such meals—happy even if sometimes short on food—in the peasant huts where he'd grown to manhood.

Maybe if Dara were still alive ... His marriage to his predecessor's widow began as an alliance of convenience for both of them, but despite some quarrels and rocky times it had grown into more than that. And Dara had always got on well with their sons, too. But Dara had gone to Phos' light, or so Krispos sincerely hoped, almost ten years before. Since then ...

"Evripos and Katakolon, I suppose, are out prowling for women," Krispos said. "That's what they usually do of nights, anyhow, being the ages they are."

"Yes," Barsymes said tonelessly. He had never prowled for women, nor would he. Sometimes he took a sort of melancholy pride in being above desire. Krispos often thought he must have wondered what he was missing, but he'd never have the nerve to ask. Only those far from the palace quarter imagined the Avtokrator as serene and undisputed master of his household.

Krispos sighed. "As for Phostis, well, I just don't know what Phostis is up to right now."