
And assuming the Manties aren’t lying and manufacturing all this evidence for some godforsaken reason, any report from Byng has to’ve been routed by way of Meyers, he thought. If he’d shortcut the regulations and sent it directly by way of Mesa and Visigoth—like any admiral with a functional brain would have!—it would’ve been here eight days ago.
He felt an uncharacteristic urge to rip the display unit from his desk and hurl it across the room. To watch it shatter and bounce back in broken bits and pieces. To curse at the top of his lungs in pure, unprocessed rage. But despite the fact that someone from pre-Diaspora Old Terra would have estimated his age at no more than forty, he was actually eighty-five T-years old. He’d spent almost seventy of those years working his way up to his present position, and now those decades of discipline, of learning how the game was played, came to his rescue. He remembered the Twelfth Commandment—”Thou shalt never admit the loss of thy composure before thine underlings”—and actually managed to smile at his chief of staff.
“That was a silly question, wasn’t it, Astrid? I guess I’m not as immune to the effects of surprise as I’d always thought I was.”
