
Now Evelyn blushed. “Oh, no. It’s all right, Mrs. Friedel. Go with a hunch, that’s what I always say.” But it was strange.
∞
She took her evening walk with Dex after the dishes had been washed.
They crossed Beacon and headed for the lakeside. Gnats hovered under the streetlights, but the mosquitoes weren’t a menace yet. The breeze was gentle and the air was only beginning to cool.
She said, “When we’re married, you have to promise not to harass the guests”—more in reference to what might have happened than what had happened.
And Dex looked apologetic and said, “Of course. I didn’t mean to badger him.”
She admitted that he hadn’t. It was only her apprehension: of his unyielding nature, of the grief he carried deep inside him. “I saw you biting your tongue.”
“Howard seems like a nice enough kid. Bright university grad. Probably drafted by some headhunter. Maybe he really doesn’t know what’s going on out there.”
“Maybe nothing is going on out there. Nothing bad, at least.”
“It’s possible.”
“Whatever they do, I’m sure it’s perfectly safe.”
“So was Chernobyl. Until it blew up.”
“God, you’re so paranoid]”
He laughed at her consternation; then she laughed, too. And they walked a silent distance along the shore of Lake Merced.
Water lapped at wooden docks. The stars were bright. On the way back, Evelyn shivered and buttoned her sweater.
She said, “Are you staying over tonight?”
“If you still want me to.”
“Of course I do.”
And he put his arm around her waist.
∞
Later, Dex would wonder about the remark he had made about Chernobyl.
Did it represent a premonition, like Mrs. Friedel’s dream? Had his body sensed something, some subliminal input his conscious mind failed to grasp?
