Still, she didn't want him to stop. She never did. Her conscience kept warning her that this could lead to a much more serious situation, a situation she might not be able to handle, yet she loved being pressed against his hard male body and feeling those tantalizing thrusts of his hot slick tongue.

"How about it, honey?" Russ asked, his voice hoarse with longing. "Will you come home with me right now?"

Janet almost said yes. She was starved for love-making. It had been ten years since she'd gone all the way with a man. But as Russ squeezed her again, she felt the rock-hard lump of his cock pressing her belly, and she panicked. She'd been hurt so badly the other time. She wasn't sure she was ready for fucking again. Blushing, she wriggled out of his embrace.

"Russ, I just have to think about it some more," she said.

He groaned with frustration. "You've been thinking about it for a year, Janet," he complained. "All right, I'll see you at seven."

He didn't kiss her again, and Janet knew he was really pissed off at her. She couldn't blame him. A few more refusals, and she would lose him to some other woman who was more eager to hop into bed. She didn't want to lose Russ. She made up her mind – tonight she'd go all the way with him no matter how scared she was. She just couldn't hold out on him any longer and expect to keep him.

Her mind made up, Janet finished packing and carried her things out to the parking lot. On the way home she tried to prepare her mind for what was going to happen. Ten years was a long time between men. She wasn't sure she even remembered the moves. But she knew her natural instincts would guide her.

She started creaming just thinking about it. No matter what else she had to say about her one and only experiment with sex, she'd enjoyed the fucking. And it had been hard as hell to go for a whole decade without it. There'd been many nights when she just couldn't contain her lust any longer and had had to play with herself. She'd become pretty good at it. But her fingers were never as good as a cock, and she never stopped thinking how badly she wanted to be fucked.