at the other end of the nave made clanking sounds with his silver candlesticks, trying to be careful not to knock them against each other, perhaps, but not quite managing his veined and sallow hands, his arthritic fingers, vexed with himself because these sacred ornaments were thus far flawless, burnished and gleaming, a glory to God; how satisfactory, how safe to live a life wherein the worst of your concerns is centred on the flawlessness of candlesticks, or isn't that a kind of living death, a perpetuation of all those years of trivia, what do you think, my good friend, what is your honest opinion, now face him again, Croder, pop the question, the next one, the obvious one, the one the bastard is waiting for, perched there on the bench, on my shoulder blades, like a hooded crow.

'If I say no, who will you try next?'

Croder got up, pushed his right hand into the pocket of his coat, let the steel claw dangle. 'No one.'

I thought about this. He'd asked everyone else? And been turned down? Every time? 'Who else have you tried?'

'Fern.'

'And?'

'He said his Russian wasn't perfect.'

'Fern's Russian?' I regretted it immediately, wished I hadn't said it. Croder knew it was a lie, too, but cold feet were cold feet and I've had them myself – pay attention to them and you stand the chance of a longer life. 'Who else?' I asked Croder again.

'Teaseman.'

'And?' Making me drag it out of him.

'He said it sounded like certain death.'

Honest enough. 'Who else?'

'No one.'

'Why won't you try someone else, if I say no?'

The black snow whirled past the coloured windows behind his head.