
And he had himself to consider. If he refused them, would Sahmanan and the beast help him survive? Why should they bother?
He would become one more bone monument to the deadliness of this land.
He walked away from the woman, back whence he had come, till again he could see the silvered scape of the barrens. There were lights on the island in the east. He glared at them, hating the people who had lighted them.
He was nothing in this world. He was as powerless as a worm. How else could he punish their crimes?
Sahmanan had followed him from the darkness. "How do I release you?" he asked.
She tried to explain.
"When next we meet," he said, cutting her short. "I'll give you my answer then. I have to think first." He went to his sleeping place, curled into a fetal ball. He was learning a whole new breed of fear.
Dreams came. They never stopped. And this time he did not waken for a long time. He lay in that one place for what seemed an age, unmoving, while the stone beast used the last of its power to show him the world, to proselytize him, to teach him what was needed of Nawami's Deliverer.
Seldom were Ethrian's dreams diverting.
2Year 1016 afe
A Time of Changes
H E'S COMING! He's at the Gate of Pearl!" Chu enthused.
Ssu-ma Shih-ka'i looked up from the morning reports. He was a stocky, muscular man with a bull neck. He possessed a porcine air. He looked more like a wrestler than the Tervola-commandant of a legion of the Middle Army. "K'wang-yin, comport yourself as befits an Aspirant."
Chu snapped to attention. "I'm sorry, Lord Ssu-ma."
Shih-ka'i stepped from behind his desk. "You're always sorry, K'wang-yin. I find your endless apologies offensive."
The youth stared over his commander's shoulder. "I'm sorry, Lord."
