
Al Jahez snorted. "Ah, child. What are we without friends? Just severed heads rolling across the sands."
XI
Narriman looked back just before Al Jahez's fortress passed out of sight. "That's yesterday." She looked southward, toward the great erg. "There lies tomorrow. Eight hundred miles." She gripped her reins, touched the amulet between her breasts, her weapons, the bag that Mowfik had filled with war booty when he thought she was not looking. He had done everything to dissuade her, and everything to help her.
She looked back again, wondering if their concepts of manhood and womanhood would compel them to send guardians.
"Go, Faithful," she told her mare. The fortress disappeared. Her heart fluttered. She was going. Alone. A severed head, rolling across the sand, cut off from her body—with a little help from the rider.
She pictured him as he had been the day he had taken Misr. She got that warm, moist feeling, but not as powerfully. Hatred had begun to quench that fire.
She wished there was a way a woman could do to a man what he had done to her.
The wilderness was all that she had been warned. It was bitter, unforgiving, and those who dwelt there reflected its harshness. Twice she encountered men who thought her a gift from heaven.
The first time she outrode them. The second, cornered, she fought. And was surprised to find herself the victor.
Though she had told herself she was the equal of any man, she'd never believed it in her heart. Could the wisdom of centuries be wrong? She rode away more mature, more confident.
The great erg was more vast than she remembered. It was hotter and more harrowing. She had no one and nothing to distract her.
"The severed head has to roll without its body." She put her thoughts into words often. Who was to hear?
She had no choice but to enter Wadi el Kuf. They were shocked to see her, a woman in man's wear, hung about with weapons, talking as tough as any wandering freesword. Even the whores were scandalized. Nobody knew what to make of her. She bought water, asked questions, and rode on before they regained their balance.
