It was then that I spotted the rubber hose hanging on the back of the door. It had a little fitting to slip over the spout. I grabbed it and put it on. I was breathing fast. All those thoughts about my first come on a hole… and the memory, horrible as it was, of what Barry had done… My mind was suddenly very clear. I felt eager to stir up the exhilarating sensations in my throbbing cunt.

As I held the rubber hose up and felt the hard spray hit my belly, I stopped for a moment. There was still a feeling way back in my mind somewhere that this was somehow… wrong. That if a girl got fucked and she came, that was one thing. But if she made herself come, it was against the rules. Of course neither way was really all that good. People got married in church and all, but they never talked about what happened after the marriage. I'd always thought it was like the people that were religious just ignored that part. The part that went on between the sheets when a bride took her clothes off.

But now hungry feeling was welling up in me again. I couldn't bother with morals right now! My skin tingled and my breath was hot in my throat.

"Ohhhh!" I moaned as I directed the stream over both tits and the small fingers of my nipples were blasted by the hot spray. Then I shoved the tube down under the water and held it an inch away from my out.

"Ghaaaaaa."

The feeling was so intense, so sudden that I almost passed out. I couldn't describe the way the pulsing jet bumped my tiny pinch of flesh around. I could feel more blood speeding to the engorged tissues and my cunt juice mingled freely with the bath water. I let the hot jet force against my cherry, too. It was like an invisible cock pressing gently in. But it felt best when I bobbed the hose back and forth very close to my clit. The furious shivers of passion increased in intensity. My shoulders shook and my head felt too heavy to hold up. I leaned back in the tub and fanned my toes. I was holding the hose only a tiny ways from my clit now and the heat of the water was doing naughty, wonderful things to me!