
He kept his voice calm, willing it not to break. “How? You think my dad is going to stop what he’s doing?”
“We can move somewhere else.”
“Where? With what? I have nothing. Don’t you understand that?” He let the words hang, and when she didn’t answer, he finally went on. “I’m just trying to be realistic. This is your life we’re talking about. And… I can’t be part of it anymore.”
“What are you saying?”
“I’m saying your parents are right.”
“You don’t mean that.”
In her voice, he heard something almost like fear. Though he yearned to hold her, he took a deliberate step backward. “Go home,” he said.
She moved toward him. “Dawson—”
“No!” he snapped, taking a quick step away. “You’re not listening. It’s over, okay? We tried, it didn’t work. Life moves on.”
Her expression turned waxy, almost lifeless. “So that’s it?”
Instead of answering, he forced himself to turn away and walk toward the garage. He knew that if he so much as glanced at her he’d change his mind, and he couldn’t do that to her. He wouldn’t do that to her. He ducked under the open hood of the fastback, refusing to let her see his tears.
When she finally left, Dawson slid to the dusty concrete floor next to his car, remaining there for hours, until Tuck finally came out and took a seat beside him. For a long time, he was silent.
“You ended it,” Tuck finally said.
“I had to.” Dawson could barely speak.
“Yep.” He nodded. “Heard that, too.”
The sun was climbing high overhead, blanketing everything outside the garage with a stillness that felt almost like death.
“Did I do the right thing?”
Tuck reached into his pocket and pulled out his cigarettes, buying time before he answered. He tapped out a Camel.
