
“What’s the matter?” I asked, taken aback. I held out my hand, but something in her seemed to shrink from me and I froze.
“What’s the matter?” She smiled nervously as she rearranged her hair. “I’ve got a boyfriend, that’s what’s the matter.”
“But you had him ten seconds ago too,” I said, bewildered.
“Ten seconds ago…I forgot myself for a moment.”
“And now?”
“I remembered.”
“So what was it? A bout of amnesia?”
“I don’t know,” she said, and she looked up, as if trying to make the whole thing seem trivial. “You seemed to want it so much.”
“Ah,” I said, offended. “Only I wanted it.”
“No,” she said, looking confused. “I felt…curious. And you seemed so jealous of Kloster.”
“What’s Kloster got to do with it?” I asked, exasperated. Competing against two other men seemed a bit much.
She seemed sorry she’d said it. She looked at me alarmed, I suppose because it was the first time she’d heard me raise my voice. “No, no, nothing,” she said, as if she could take it back. “I think I just wanted something to happen so you’d remember me.”
So she’d already learned that sort of trick, I thought bitterly. She was staring at me sadly, eyes open very wide, and she seemed to be both lying and telling the truth.
“Don’t worry, I’ll remember you,” I said, humiliated, but hoping to salvage some of my wounded pride. “That’s the first time anyone’s kissed me out of pity.”
“Could we finish, please?” she said and cautiously edged the chair back in, as if fearing some kind of reprisal.
