"Then," she said. "Just a few days later, he writes this."

She highlighted another in-box letter and called it up. From: Sean Gravas [sGravas23@zephyr.net] Sent: Saturday, September 17, 2011 6:22 p.m. To: Gravas, Seliah Subject: strength! Hey Sel, I pressed three hundred sixty pounds in the workout room about an hour ago-that's the FIRST TIME I've ever done it! Weirdest thing. I haven't been doing anything different, just trying to eat right and hitting the iron pile three times a week when I can and like MAGIC, up go those three hundred pounds. My pecs feel heavy and dead right now, but wow, it was really cool. And I'm not taking anything extra. It's not that. I think it's all my pent up passion for you. Every part of me still aches. Next time I get to hold you tight, LOOK OUT. But on the serious side, I think that SOMETHING or SOMEONE, whoever is watching over me these days, has put the bug in my head that I need massive STRENGTH to accomplish my mission. I agree, even though I still don't know WHAT that mission is! But I'll be ready! I pray all the time for guidance. I wish GOD would communicate back. Maybe HIS minutes don't roll over. Hardly any sleep again last night. I hear everything at night and it's SO LOUD. I watched a mouse walk across the floor and his nails sounded like my dog CLYDE when I was a boy, running down the tile hallway. The kitchen sink drips and it sounds like someone whacking a cardboard box with a wiffle ball bat. All the sounds blend together into a kind of music. I can actually HEAR melodies in it, like a far off RADIO. Some of them are really cool tunes. They blend and change and turn into other melodies. And I hear little tiny voices, singing. Finally I slept a few hours and the dreams were beyond weird. When I wake up I should be exhausted but I'm not. Maybe that's tied in with the EXTRA strength, I don't know. Bought a new pair of sunglasses today as the old ones just weren't cutting the border glare down here. Seemed like every bit of car chrome and every window and mirror were flashing so bright at me, burning right into my eyes. Last night the MOON was too bright! So I hope these polarized ones help. Two hundred bucks but you get a FREE cleaning kit. Well, guess I'll go see if I can pick up the front end of my Rover! Hugs from the circus strong man, Sean