“Out,” said the man behind the chair. “You got the message.”

After that, on the street, Quinn just walked. But it wasn’t enough moving for all the holding still he had done. He concentrated on a dream that came out ugly and strong, red, with blue edges-and then I go over, cool as cool, I don’t listen any more. I am cool as cool, fire inside though, fire in fist now, and suddenly ram that into the executive pouch-poof! plate jumps out, face collapses, fat lips hanging down, and I step on the plate, a crunch of pure pleasure “No, Ryder, you shut up and you listen because I pulled your teeth. No, Ryder, why hustle for you? And why is it I can make more than you but hustle for you? And why is it I’m smarter than you but it makes no difference? Why try being like you and get pushed for it, not being like you? Answer me, Ryder. Don’t flinch when I’m screaming. Just answer me. What’s the big answer-Ah, forgot, you haven’t got any teeth.” And then cool with my rage inside me, I hand him his plate, pink and white stuff that’s left of it, something like splintery gravel, and let it dribble into his water glass. And I leave and laugh. I want to laugh very hard, this is funny, I laugh harder, this could be so funny, why in hell can’t this be funny…

“Same?”

“I don’t know, Marie. Would you close the windows for me?”

“Look. He’s sweating.”

“I know. The first time. Close the windows for me, Marie, while I strap this.”

“But the heat…”

“Sirocco coming. Doctor Mattieux put a note on the board.”

“Ah. I hope this one is short.”

“They are sometimes the strongest.”

“How the last one screamed, you remember? How that sand can scream.”

“You have pinched the curtain in the window.”

“Oh. Why are you strapping him?”

“Mattieuxs order. He has been too restless.”

“Perhaps he wants to wake up?”

“In the meantime the straps, so he cannot cut himself on the needle.”



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