
Howard led them gingerly over to where the child should be. Nothing. just an overturned wastebasket, Howard's chair capsized on the floor. But Howard's window was open, and he could not remember opening it. "Howard, what is it? Are you tired, Howard? Whats wrong?"
I don't feel well. I don't feel well at all.
Dolores put her arm around him, led him out of the room. "Howard, I'm worried about you."
I'm worried, too.
"Can I take you home? I have my car in the garage downstairs. Can I take you home?"
Where's home? Don't have a home, Dolores.
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"My home, then. I have an apartment, you need to lie down and rest. Let me take you home."
Dolores's apartment was decorated in early Holly Hobby, and when she put records on the stereo it was old Carpenters and recent Captain and Tennille. Dolores led him to the bed, gently undressed hun, and then, because he reached out to her, undressed herself and made love to him before she went back to work. She was naively eager. She whispered in his ear that he was only the second man she had ever loved, the first in five years. Her inept lovemaking was so sincere it made him want to cry.
When she was gone he did cry, because she thought she meant something to him and she did not.
Why am I crying? he asked himself. Why should I care? It's not my fault she let me get a handle on her...
Sitting on the dresser in a curiously adult posture was the child, carelessly playing with itself as it watched Howard intently. "No," Howard said, pulling himself up to the head of the bed. "You don't exist," he said. "No one's ever seen you but me." The child gave no sign of understanding. It just rolled over and began to slither down the front of the dresser.
