
“Go ahead.”
“Thanks.”
He settled.
“The Head is really a mental basket case, you know.”
I shrugged my shoulders and he spread his wings for balance.
“He is groping after something,” he went on, “but proceeding incorrectly by holding the world responsible for his own failings.”
“No. He would not even grope to get out of the mud,” I said.
“I meant philosophically.”
“Oh, that sort of mud. Too bad.”
“The whole problem lies with the self, the ego, and its involvement with the world on the one hand and the Absolute on the other.”
“Oh, is that so?”
“Yes. You see, we are hatched and we drift on the surface of events. Sometimes, we feel that we actually influence things, and this gives rise to striving. This is a big mistake, because it creates desires and builds up a false ego when just being should be enough. That leads to more desires and more striving and there you are, trapped.”
“In the mud?”
“So to speak. One needs to fix one’s vision firmly on the Absolute and learn to ignore the mirages, the illusions, the fake sense of identity which sets one apart as a false island of consciousness.”
“I had a fake identity once. It helped me a lot in becoming the absolute that I am now — me.”
“No, that’s fake, too.”
“Then the me that may exist tomorrow will thank me for it, as I do that other.”
“You are missing the point. That you will be fake, too.”
“Why?”
“Because it will still be full of those desires and strivings that set you apart from the Absolute.”
“What is wrong with that?”
“You remain alone in a world of strangers, the world of phenomena.”
“I like being alone. I am quite fond of myself. I like phenomena, too.”
“Yet the Absolute will always be there, calling to you, causing unrest.”
“Good, then there is no need to hurry. But yes, I see what you mean. It takes the form of ideals. Everyone has a few. If you are saying that I should pursue them, I agree with you.”
