"You have the weirdest thoughts, Keri," Lauren sighed.

"No, but it's true isn't it?" Keri persisted. "I mean, everyone jerks off right? I jerked off a few days ago thinking about Tony fucking me."

"You fucked Tony?!" Amy gasped.

"No, no. I just thought about what it would be like."

"So what?" Lauren asked.

"Don't you ever wonder if they do that about us?"

"I never thought about it," Amy said, puzzled. "I suppose they do."

Lauren nodded, thinking. "I mean… they do it, right? They must think about girls while they do it, and some of them would be us probably."

"What are you guys talking about?" Amy huffed.

"It's like this," Keri explained, "Suppose there's this boy in school, in one of your classes, right, and he likes you a lot."

"So?"

"So, suppose he goes home and takes a shower. And suppose he jerks off. Does he run this fantasy about you while he does it? I mean, does he think about you on your hands and knees sucking him off, and all kinds of other things?"

"That's disgusting!" Amy said, crinkling up her face.

"True, though," Lauren said. "It's like, you could be the star of some awful, bizarre porn movie every night, only it's in some boy's mind instead of on film."

"It could be some boy you see every single day, and hardly know except to say 'hi' to. You could come in in the morning and say 'Hi,' and he says 'Hi,' and for all you know he was fantasizing about tying you up and raping the hell out of you just that morning." Keri mused.

"Gross!" Amy squealed.

"But it's true. In fact," said Lauren, "probably every single boy in school does it. You've probably been screwed silly by a whole bunch of guys, maybe like those guys right there." Lauren pointed across at the group of boys.

"Maybe one of them is thinking about it right now. See that guy with the long blonde hair staring at us? Maybe he's day-dreaming right now. Maybe he has one of us down on our backs, naked, spreadeagled…" Her voice trailed off.



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