
Too bad I’d never studied meditation.
Taking a deep breath, I tried to relax for real instead of just going through the motions. It would have been easier if I could take my hand out of my pocket and shake myself loose; but that hand was staying put.
By the time my thoughts stilled enough to hear Alex again, he was fantasizing about kissing me. No technical details, not even a feeling of passion, just lips touching. In his mind my lips were very soft. And I responded, in my own imagination and in the dream Alex dreamed. My arousal doubled itself in a feedback loop, as I felt the desire, responded to the desire, felt my response echoing back and succumbed more deeply, desire feeding on its own echoes...
“What’s this?” a voice whispered. A chill voice with a sharp edge that stabbed through all the fantasies.
Alex was still digging, glancing over at me from time to time. No one else was in sight.
“Have we got a visitor then?” the thready voice went on. “Someone peeking through the basement window?”
My own thoughts asked who is it, who? I could hear the chatter of my questions, even though other voices in my brain pleaded for silence, not to draw attention to myself.
“Ah, one of Alex’s friends come to call,” the voice whispered. “But he hasn’t thought your name yet....”
Reflexively, I thought “Lyra.” Horrified copies of my voice screamed, “No!”
“Lyra,” whispered the voice. “I saw you this afternoon, milady. We sang together. Yes. Your beauty entices me. You have entered my heart, milady. Now I have entered your mind.”
That’s just a song, I thought wildly.
“There’s no such thing as ’just a song,’ milady. Song is a realm unto itself, separated from your world by the tiny thickness of an eighth note. Strange things live in this realm, milady. Wraiths. Ghosts with tattered hearts.” The voice laughed, a laugh with claws of ice. “It’s dangerous to enter this realm, milady. Once a song gets into your head, sometimes it’s impossible to get out.”
