
The poor old Dad! So this was the end, the purpose to which he had lived with such magnificent moderation! To be lonely,and grow older and older, yearning for a soul to speak to!
In his turn old Jolyon looked back at his son. He wanted to talk about many things that he had been unable to talk aboutall these years. It had been impossible to seriously confide in June his conviction that property in the Soho quarter wouldgo up in value; his uneasiness about that tremendous silence of Pippin, the superintendent of the New Colliery Company, ofwhich he had so long been chairman; his disgust at the steady fall in American Golgothas, or even to discuss how, by somesort of settlement, he could best avoid the payment of those death duties which would follow his decease. Under theinfluence, however, of a cup of tea, which he seemed to stir indefinitely, he began to speak at last. A new vista of lifewas thus opened up, a promised land of talk, where he could find a harbour against the waves of anticipation and regret;where he could soothe his soul with the opium of devising how to round off his property and make eternal the only part ofhim that was to remain alive.
Young Jolyon was a good listener; it was his great quality. He kept his eyes fixed on his father’s face, putting aquestion now and then.
The clock struck one before old Jolyon had finished, and at the sound of its striking his principles came back. He tookout his watch with a look of surprise:
“I must go to bed, Jo,” he said.
Young Jolyon rose and held out his hand to help his father up. The old face looked worn and hollow again; the eyes weresteadily averted.
“Good-bye, my boy; take care of yourself.”
A moment passed, and young Jolyon, turning on his, heel, marched out at the door. He could hardly see; his smilequavered. Never in all the fifteen years since he had first found out that life was no simple business, had he found it sosingularly complicated.
