
He fixed his eyes on me. Brown and sharp.
What’s so wrong with you? he said.
I flushed. I went through what I’d told the nurse. George stayed in the hallway to listen but Joseph ducked inside his room, tossing the textbook on his bed and sitting down at his desk, where he lifted a piece of graph paper and a compass from his folder. As I talked, he placed the steel point of the compass on the graph paper, strapped in the pencil and started to draw, with his careful hands, a beautiful arc. Every action so assured, like he knew exactly what mystery of the universe he was about to puncture.
So is it like Swiss cheese? George asked when I was done.
No, I said. It’s one big hole. The nurse said I had an active imagination.
Joseph crumpled up his perfect arc and pulled out a fresh piece of graph paper.
Don’t crumple, Joe, said George.
I fucked it up, said Joseph, tossing it into the trash.
I have that plan for my bedroom, remember? George said. All mistakes wallpaper, he said, turning back to me. Anyway, he said, let’s test you. We have to have a snack anyway.
Now? said Joseph, stretching the compass again and placing the point at the intersecting corner of two blue graph squares.
Just for a few minutes, said George. You free? he said, looking at me.
I’m free, I said.
He clapped his hands. First item on the agenda: discover what is going on with Rose, he said.
Joseph opened his mouth to protest.
Second item, George said, get to work!
I bowed, a little. What a lift, whenever he said my name. It was like getting my number called out in a raffle.
Joseph nearly crumpled his page again, then stopped his fist and handed it over. George held it up to the light, admiring the curves as if it were a painting. North wall, he said, nodding. Perfect.
