
“What’s this?” The words more shriek than question now, spit flying from his mouth.
“I, I thought—”
A big hand shot out and slammed into Paul’s chest, balling his T-shirt into a fist, yanking him off his feet. “What the fuck is this? Didn’t I tell you no pets?” The bright light of the family, the famous man.
“They’re not pets, they’re—”
“God, it fucking stinks up here. You brought these things into the house? You brought this vermin into the house? Into my house!”
The arm flexed, sending Paul backward into the cages, toppling one of the tables—wood and mesh crashing to the floor, the squeak of mice and twisted hinges, months and months and months of work.
His father saw Bertha’s aquarium and grabbed it. He lifted it high over his head—and there was a moment when Paul imagined he could almost see it, almost see Bertha inside, and the babies inside her, countless generations that would never be born. Then his father’s arms came down like a force of nature, like a cataclysm. Paul closed his eyes against exploding glass, and all he could think was, this is how it happens. This is exactly how it happens.
* * *
Paul Carlson left for Stanford at seventeen. Two years later, his father was dead.
At Stanford he double-majored in genetics and anthropology, taking eighteen credit hours a semester. He studied transcripts of the Dead Sea Scrolls and the Apocryphal verses; he took courses in Comparative Interpretation and Biblical Philosophy. He studied fruit flies and amphioxus. While still an undergraduate, he won a prestigious summer internship working under renowned geneticist Michael Poore.
Paul sat in classrooms while men in dark suits spun theories about Kibra and T-variants, about microcephalin-1 and haplogroup D. He learned researchers had identified structures within a family of proteins called AAA+ that were shown to initiate DNA replication, and he learned these genetic structures were conserved across all forms of life, from men to archae bacteria—the very calling card of the great designer.
