
Risa holds cold eye contact with her. "Wards of the state are guaranteed a place in state homes."
"Very true—but the guarantee only holds until thirteen."
Then all of a sudden everyone has something to say.
"The money only stretches so far," says the headmaster.
"Educational standards could be compromised," says the lawyer.
"We only want what's best for you, and all the other children here," says the social worker.
And back and forth it goes like a three-way Ping-Pong match. Risa says nothing, only listens.
"You're a good musician, but . . ."
"As I said, you've reached your potential."
"As far as you can go."
"Perhaps if you had chosen a less competitive course of study."
"Well, that's all water under the bridge."
"Our hands are tied."
"There are unwanted babies born every day—and not all of them get storked."
"We're obliged to take the ones that don't."
"We have to make room for every new ward."
"Which means cutting 5 percent of our teenage population."
"You do understand, don't you?"
Risa can't listen anymore, so she shuts them up by saying what they don't have the courage to say themselves.
"I'm being unwound?"
Silence. It's more of an answer than if they had said "yes."
The social worker reaches over to take Risa's hand, but Risa pulls it back before she can. "It's all right to be frightened. Change is always scary."
"Change?" yells Risa, "What do you mean 'change'? Dying is a little bit more than a 'change."'
The headmaster's tie turns into a noose again, preventing blood from getting to his face. The lawyer opens his briefcase. "Please, Miss Ward. It's not dying, and I'm sure everyone here would be more comfortable if you didn't suggest something so blatantly inflammatory. The fact is, 100 percent of you will still be alive, just in a divided state." Then he reaches into his briefcase and hands her a colorful pamphlet. "This is a brochure from Twin Lakes Harvest Camp."
