Time after time she had tried to piss into her panties, and failed. The urge to piss into her panties came over her at the strangest times, in the moat awkward places, like a shopping mall, a nice restaurant. When the urge struck, she would rush into a bathroom, lift her dress, and try to piss into her panties… and had not succeeded yet.

But she wanted to.

She wanted to piss into her panties badly, so bad it was about to drive her up the wall. Yet, something always held her from doing it. She knew most of it was due to the way she had been raised. Anything sexual had been taboo, forbidden, to her. She could not talk about it to her mother, or anyone. Due to her suppressive home atmosphere, Peggy had not enjoyed fucking. That, she felt, had been the direct cause of her divorce, nothing else.

Her husband had been a passionate man with an erotic mind. He loved to try various positions and methods, and she just couldn't get into it. She was embarrassed and shy, and her husband seldom saw her completely naked. The few times he had seen her that way, it was because he wore her down with his pleas. Then Peggy would try to hide her blushing face from him, burrowing into a pillow, feeling the shame burn from head to toe. All she felt when he fucked her was a fullness in her cunt, and when he licked her pussy, she felt nothing but embarrassment.

Never had she enjoyed getting fucked.

But she wanted to enjoy it. She wanted to enjoy fucking very much. She fantasized about, imagined herself doing outrageous things to her partner, having him doing them to her. Yet, when it came right down to it, Peggy found herself unable to do them.

Peggy had come before; she knew what it felt like. It felt wonderful, terrific, fantastic.

But it happened only once, and never again. She had been in high school, sitting at her desk, trying to finish her test. She had to piss, and piss badly, but it was the rule no one left the class room once a test was underway. She had sat miserably, her thighs squeezing tightly, hoping she could hold it until she could get into the restroom.