
"Brandy's overrated," I remarked.
"It's good if you dissolve a little cocaine in it. Have you ever tried that? That gives it a nice kick."
"Cocaine dissolved in brandy?"
"It goes down so smoothly, and you don't get a nose filled with grey boogers the next morning."
"I don't have any need for cocaine. Marietta. I get along quite well with my gin."
"But liquor makes you sleepy."
"So?"
"So you won't be able to afford so much sleepiness, once you get to work."
"Am I missing something here?" I asked her.
She got up, and despite her contempt for my English gin, refilled her glass and came to stand behind my chair. "May I wheel you out onto the balcony?"
"I wish you'd get to the point."
"I thought you Englishmen liked prevarication?" she said, easing me out from in front of my desk and taking me around it to the french windows. They were already wide open-I'd been sitting enjoying the fragrance of the evening air when Marietta entered. She took me out onto the balcony.
"Do you miss England?" she asked me.
"This is the most peculiar conversation…" I said.
"It's a simple question. You must miss it sometimes."
(My mother, I should explain, was English; one of my father's many mistresses.)
"It's a very long time since I was in England. I only really remember it in my dreams."
"Do you write the dreams down?"
"Oh…" I said. "Now I get it. We're back to the book."
"It's time, Maddox," she said, with a greater gravity than
I could recall her displaying in a long while. "We don't have very much time left."
"According to whom?"
"Oh for God's sake, use your eyes. Something's changing, Eddie. It's subtle, but it's everywhere. It's in the bricks. It's in the flowers. It's in the ground. I went walking near the stables, where we put Poppa, and I swear I felt the earth shaking."
