
Melville let out his breath in a sigh. "No. No, I was very candid with him." The shadow of a smile crossed his face, an unexpected light of humor in it, rueful and self-mocking. "Not that there would have been any point in doing any less. Mr. Lambert is largely responsible for my success. He would be in a better position to estimate my financial future than my banker or my broker would."
"Have you some other encumbrance, Mr. Melville? A previously incurred relationship, some reason why you are not free to marry?"
Melville's voice was very quiet. "No. I…" He looked away from Rathbone, for the first time avoiding his eyes. "I simply cannot bear to! I like Zillah… Miss Lambert. I regard her as a good and charming friend, but I do not wish to marry her!" He looked up again quickly, this time meeting Rathbone's eyes, and his voice was urgent. "It all happened around me… without my even being sensible to what was occurring. That may sound absurd to you, but believe me, it is true. I took it to be a most pleasant acquaintance." His eyes softened. "A mutual interest in art and music and other pleasures of the mind, discussion, appreciation of the beauties of nature and of thought… I-I found her a most delightful friend… gentle, modest, intelligent…" Suddenly the desperation was back in his face. "I discovered to my horror that Zillah's mother had completely misunderstood. She had read it as a declaration of love, and before I knew where I was, she had begun to make arrangements for a wedding!"
He was sitting upright in the chair opposite Rathbone, his back straight, his hands strong and square, the nails very short, as if now and then he bit them. He clasped the chair arms as if he could not let them go.
"I tried to explain that that was not what I had meant," he went on, biting his lips as he spoke.
