She refused to consider Bennett’s claim that Stephen had attacked him. It was too bizarre, too unbelievable. And yet she had almost believed it, in the first shock of hearing Inspector Bennett’s bold accusation. It had torn at her heart and the icy truth of guilt had swept her.

You can’t love two men. Not in the same way. For God’s sake, it’s not possible!

The gates to the drive loomed ahead, small things, decorative, hardly intended to keep intruders out or love inside. She had no recollection of how she had got this far, or how long it had taken her. Her feet had guided her home. That was all that mattered. Had anyone spoken to her? She’d been deaf and blind, absorbed in her own misery.

Home.

The graceful tiled plate on the gatepost mocked her. Casa Miranda. The name of a house where Matthew had lived in one of his postings. He’d liked it, he’d told her, and had carried it with him ever after. She had wanted to name the house on the hill Windsong, but he’d laughed and said that was commonplace and she’d soon grow to like Miranda better. It meant Vantage Point, he said, but it still sounded foreign to her, like a woman’s name. Wasn’t there a Miranda in one of Shakespeare’s plays?

She all but ran up the drive, her gaze on the door, and then stopped short.

Why had she come back to the house? Why hadn’t she gone to search for Stephen?

She didn’t know the answer to that. Except that she’d run home like a hurt child to hide her face in her mother’s skirts.

Or-yes, she did know why she hadn’t searched-she hadn’t wanted to look into his face and read shame and guilt and love there.

For an instant she debated going back to the doctor’s surgery, but her feet were once more carrying her toward the front door, not down the way she had come. After what she’d heard, she couldn’t bear to face any of them. She was sure Granville’s wife had never liked her. This would only give Mrs. Granville more fodder for gossip. What Bennett had said would be all over Hampton Regis before the day was out. If no one believed it before, everyone would believe it now.