
I thought of trying to tell Martin that his niece was here with an unexplained baby, over a telephone where he stood surrounded by employees. “No, that’s okay,” I told the secretary. “Please ask him to call me before he starts for home.”
I hung up the phone. I made a face, the kind of face my mother always warned me would make my features stick in permanent disgust.
I strolled back across the hall to Regina. She was putting some bottles of formula in the refrigerator.
“I just made myself at home,” she said brightly. She’d gotten out a pan and boiled some water, and an empty can of formula powder was on the counter by the sink. “It always helps to have plenty made up and ready to heat. Now, when I heat them up…” and she described the procedure at tedious length.
Hayden stared at me with the big round-eyed goggle some babies have. He was a cute little guy, with a pink mouth and rosy cheeks. In fact, he was strikingly fairer than Regina, who was pretty enough, but endowed with the dark complexion and wide hips her own mother’d bequeathed her. Hayden waved his arms and made a sudden gurgling sound, and Regina looked at him adoringly.
“Isn’t he wonderful?” she asked.
“He’s so cute,” I said, and tried not to sound yearning.
“Too bad Uncle Martin’s too old to have another kid,” Regina said, actually giggling at the idea.
I could feel my back stiffen and I was sure my face had followed suit.
“We talked about it,” I said in a voice of pure ice. “But unfortunately, I am not able.” Martin, who was staring fifty in the face, hadn’t been able to work up any enthusiasm for starting another family, though at my just-turned birthday of thirty-six, I could still hear my biological clock ticking. Loudly.
However, it was ticking in a malformed womb, which let Martin off the hook as far as making a decision.
