
I think for the hundredth time.
Then I’m distracted
by the glittering jewel
rising out of the desert:
Jerusalem!
The setting sun bounces golden
off the walls of the temple
where Jehovah resides,
and my heart beats faster.
I awake to new strength
surging through me,
and lengthen my stride.
As we draw closer to the Holy City,
I pick up the pace,
pausing every now and then
to wipe away my tears.
Back home in Nazareth,
my family and I
relax after dining,
sated with food and new memories
of the Passover festival.
The songs of the Levite choir
still ring in my ears.
My soul carried them with me
like waterskins,
refreshment for
the long journey home.
The glint in my father’s eye
reminds me of
the golden incense holder
I’ve heard men speak of.
I have never glimpsed it
from the Court of Women.
Pity that we’re not permitted
to see the holy sacrifices
for ourselves.
Though, truth be told,
I would rather not watch
an animal have its throat slit.
Still.
“You know, Father,” I say.
“Next year at the Passover,
I believe I’ll enter the Court of Israel
to witness the sacrifices firsthand.”
Father almost drops his cup of wine.
“What?”
“They say a woman did so once before.
Besides, am I not as much
a child of God as any man?”
Father’s eyes flash toward Mother.
“Speak to your daughter!”
Mother gives me her sternest look,
for Father’s benefit,
then, when he turns away,
we share a secret smile.
Later, as we clean the cooking pots,
she tells me,
“I see what joy it gives you
