Will you forsake me, Elizabeth? Will you not, at the very least, raise those beloved eyes, beneath lashes so remarkably fine, and look upon me?

Apparently not. Reasonably certain she is embarrassed, I do not entirely trust my own instincts. Past success in discerning her expressions and emotions has been abysmal. Sadly, I am only a true proficient at misconstruing the woman’s reactions. You, my dear Elizabeth, are a glorious mixture of bounteousness, intelligence, and mettle. What justification can there possibly be for shamefacedness?

Fie upon it! Has my forcing Wickham down the throat of her family ruined the slim chance I visualized at Pemberley? I hold fast to the conviction those tender looks we exchanged were real and not another figment of my fecund fancy. I simply shall not permit that villainous, dissembling, motley-minded blackguard to come between us again. All I have accomplished regarding that rump-fed rats-bane was done with good intention. Of course, the road to hell is paved with good intentions; and I regret Lydia, that fool-born strumpet, had to become leg-shackled to a bawdy, bat-fowling codpiece.

Several droning, dismal-dreaming, fen-sucked moments elapse; and I curse my inability to think of anything inventive to say. I admit I am disappointed and angry with both of us for being so uncomfortable. My eagerness to please and surprise her with an improved manner has not been cast aside; I am simply reluctant to cause a display in front of her mother. Yet this turmoil and uncertainty must be conquered. Why else have I come here? Irresolution is not to be borne! Sudden recollection of Aunt Catherine’s interference and information give me renewed hope and a tentative voice.

“You must allow me to tell you how… nice you look this evening.”

Those magnificent brown eyes finally look into mine, and I stifle a gasp. There it is! That devilish twinkle I so adore. A frisson of excitement tingles my spine and other regions of my body. Beware, Darcy, here there be mischief.