peace both and nobody there but the daughter who was already the same as awidow without ever having been a bride and was, three years later, to be awidow sure enough without having been anything at all, and the son who hadrepudiated the very roof under which he had been born and to which he wouldreturn but once more before disappearing for good, and that as a murderer andalmost a fratricide; and he, fiend blackguard and devil, in Virginia fighting,where the chances of the earth's being rid of him were the best anywhere underthe sun, yet Ellen and I both knowing that he would return, that every man inour armies would have to fall before bullet or ball found him; and only I, achild, a child, mind you, four years younger than the very niece I was asked tosave, for Ellen to turn to and say, "Protect her. Protect Judith atleast."

Yes,blind romantic fool, who did not even have that hundred miles of plantationwhich apparently moved our 'father nor that big house and the notion of slavesunderfoot day and night which reconciled, I wont say moved, her aunt. No: justthe face of a man who contrived somehow to swagger even on a horse — a man who sofar as anyone (including the father who was to give him a daughter in marriage)knew either had no past at all or did not dare reveal it — a man who rode intotown out of nowhere with a horse and two pistols and a herd of wild beasts thathe had hunted down singlehanded because he was stronger in fear than even theywere in whatever heathen place he had fled from, and that French architect wholooked like he had been hunted down and caught in turn by the Negroes — a man whofled here and hid, concealed himself behind respectability, behind that hundredmiles of land which he took from a tribe of ignorant Indians, nobody knows how,and a house the size of a courthouse where he lived for three years without awindow or door or bedstead in it and still called it Sutpen's Hundred as if ithad been a king's grant in unbroken perpetuity from his great grandfather — a



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