“Okay,” she said, stroking my back, soothing me. “Tell me what I can do.”
I folded us both under the covers. “Just lie here with me,” I said. “That's all I need for now.”
“You got it.”
And soon, wrapped in Bree's arms, I went off to sleep-for a whole two hours.
Cross Country
Chapter 5
“I SPY, WITH my little eye, a pink newspaper,” said Bree.
“Over there!” Ali was quick to spot it. “I see it! It is pink. What kind of crazy newspaper is that?”
To my family's surprise and delight, I hadn't left for work at some obscene hour the morning after I found Ellie and her family dead in their home. Today, I wanted to walk the kids to school. Actually, I wanted to do it most every day, but sometimes I couldn't, and sometimes I didn't. But today I needed lots of fresh air in my life. And smiles. And Ali's giggles.
Jannie was in her last year at Sojourner Truth, all ready for high school, while Ali was just starting out in the school world. It seemed very circle-of-life to me that morning, with Ellie's family gone in a blink, and my own kids coming up strong.
I put on my best cheerful dad face and tried to set aside the gruesome images of last night. “Who's next?”
“I've got one,” Jannie said. She turned a canary-eating grin on Bree and me. “I spy, with my little eye, a POSSLQ.”
“What's a possel-cue?” Ali wanted to know. He was already looking around, moving his head like a bobblehead doll's, trying to spot it, whatever it was.
Jannie practically sang out the answer. “P, O, S, S, L, Q. Person of the opposite sex, sharing living quarters.” She whispered the word sex in our direction, presumably to safeguard her little brother's innocence. No matter, I could feel myself blushing slightly.