
"What I've just told you must never go outside this room," Mrs. Harvey said. "Debbie is very private. My family is very private."
"I understand."
"Her relationship with Fred," she continued. "It was private. Too private. As I'm sure you've noted, there are no photographs, no visible symbols of it. I have no doubt they have exchanged pictures, gifts, mementos. But she has always been secretive about them. Her birthday was last February-for example. I noticed shortly after that she was wearing a gold ring on the pinky of her right hand. A narrow band with a floral design. She never said a word, nor did I ask. But I'm sure it was from him."
"Do you consider him a stable young man?"
Turning around, she faced me, eyes dark and distracted. "Fred is very intense, somewhat obsessive. But I can't say that he's unstable. I really can't complain about him. I simply have worried that the relationship is too serious, too…"
She looked away, groping for the right word. "Addictive. That's what comes to mind. It's as if they are each other's drug."
Shutting her eyes, she turned away again and leaned her head against the window. "Oh, God. I wish we'd never bought her that goddam Jeep."
I did not comment.
"Fred doesn't have a car. She would have had no choice…"
Her voice trailed off.
"She would have had no choice," I said, "but to drive with you to the beach."
"And this wouldn't have happened!"
Suddenly she walked out the door to the hallway. She could not bear to be inside her daughters' bedroom one moment longer, I knew, and I followed her down the stairs and to the front door. When I reached for her hand, she turned away from me as her tears fell.
"I'm so sorry."
How many times on this earth would I say that? The front door shut quietly as I went down the steps. While driving home I prayed that if I ever encountered Pat Harvey again, it would not be in my official capacity of chief medical examiner.
