
"Perhaps you don't know squat about it," he said.
"Perhaps."
"Oh, don't be so mysterious, you silly old lady."
Silly she might accept, but old? "I'm not that many years older than you."
"When people say perhaps it's cause they're lying: Either they don't believe the thing they're saying, or they do believe it only they don't want to admit they do."
"You're a very wise young man."
"And the real liars change the subject the minute the truth comes up."
Peggy regarded him steadily. "You were waiting for me, weren't you?"
"I knew what Aunt Becca would do. She don't tell nobody nothin'."
"And you're going to tell me?"
"Not me! That's trouble too deep for me to get into." He smiled. "But you did stop the three witches from making soup of me. So I got you thinking in the right direction, if you've got the brains to see it." With that he jumped up and she listened as his feet slapped up the stairs and he was gone.
The choice was for Peggy to be happy. Becca said that, or said that her sister said it—though it was hard to imagine that blank-faced woman caring a whit whether anybody was happy or not. And now the boy got her talking about why she was hiding behind hexes, and said that he had guided her. The choice she was being offered was obvious enough now. She had buried herself in her father's work of breaking the back of slavery, and had stopped looking out for Alvin. They wanted her to look back again. They wanted her to reach out for him.
She stormed back into the cabin. "I won't do it," she said. "Caring for that boy is what killed my mother."
"Excuse me but I think a shotgun is what did for her," said Becca.
"A shotgun I could have prevented."
"So you say," said Becca.
"Yes, I say so."
"Your mother's thread broke when she decided to pick up a shotgun and do some killing of her own rather than trust to Alvin. Her boy Arthur was safe. She didn't need to kill, but when she chose to do that, she chose to die. Do you think you could have changed her mind about that?"
