The thought of Otto lying there rotting a goddamn coyote eating his face it made Poe feel almost warmer, if you’d asked him that morning he’d never hated anyone but now by Jesus he hated the dead one Otto the way he smiled seeing Poe getting held literally by his balls and even more he hated the one with the beard who’d cut his neck and held him like that and as for the third one, the older one, he had not meant to kick him so hard. He couldn’t remember his name, the older one who had tried to keep the fight from starting, the older one who smelled so bad. He wished he hadn’t kicked him so hard. Yeah he was the good one. The one you hit hardest.

It was not murder but what they were doing it did not look good. He knew he had started it. He knew when Isaac went out to piss he wasn’t really pissing. It was the old Billy Poe fire going and it was not the first time it had caused a predicament. He’d wanted to lay hands on those fucks. Thought I’ll take all three of them, thought that will be fucking something I’ll take all three, only they’d nearly killed him and it was little Isaac English who ended up on top, literally killing and not even just hurting that big Swede. With the stone and not the sword, as they said. Christ he thought they will give you the goddamn chair. Don’t give a shit, wish it was both of those fucks dead, the one Otto and the bearded Mexican who cut my neck and goddamn cockhandled me, felt his fingers on my penis. He touched himself between his legs, it was very tender and even jostling it sent waves up into his stomach and he had to stand still a second. He would clean himself with soap. Soap and hot water. Hot bath and soap. It was a big fucking knife but Jesus it was a serious knife. You’re alright now. He saw the lights of the trailer up ahead. He thought he would make it.