
It crossed Olivia’s mind that ‘fuddy-duddy’ might be a welcome quality in a parent, but she said nothing. She’d learned discretion at an early age. She assured her mother that she would be fine, and the subject was allowed to die.
Before leaving, Melisande had one final request.
‘Would you mind not calling me Mum when there are people around? It sounds so middle-aged, and I’m only thirty-one.’
Olivia frowned. ‘Thirty-three, surely? Because I was born when-’
‘Oh, darling, must you be so literal? I only look thirty-one. In fact, I’ve been told I look twenty-five. Surely you understand about artistic licence?’
‘Of course,’ Olivia agreed with a touch of bitterness that passed her mother by. ‘And if I start claiming you as my mother it spoils the effect.’
‘Exactly!’ Melisande beamed, entirely missing the irony in her daughter’s voice. ‘You can call me Melly if you like.’
‘Gosh, thanks, Mum.’
Her mother gave her a sharp look but didn’t make the mistake of replying.
That evening, she told Norah, who was disgusted.
‘Fuddy-duddy! She means I don’t live my life at the mercy of every wind that blows.’
‘She just thinks you know nothing about love,’ Olivia pointed out.
When Norah didn’t answer, she persisted, ‘But she’s wrong, isn’t she? There’s someone you never talk about.’
That was how she’d first heard about Edward, who’d died so long ago that nobody else remembered him, or the volcano he’d caused in the life of the girl who’d loved him. Norah told her only a little that night, but more later on, as Olivia grew old enough to understand.
Norah had been eighteen when she’d met Edward, a young army-officer, nineteen when they’d celebrated his promotion by becoming engaged, and twenty when he’d died, far away in another country. She had never loved another man.
The bleak simplicity of the story shocked Olivia. Later she learned to set it beside her own parents’ superficial romances, and was equally appalled by both.
