"I'm going to keep them in my room until your mother returns," she said. "Then I'm going to give them to her. Maybe you're not old enough to have your own car after all."

All three boys looked at her, and she didn't like their looks of sudden animosity. She wanted to get along with her nephews. She wanted to love them because they reminded her so much of her brother. They were all she had now that he had died.

Yet, she couldn't allow them to rot their minds with trash.

She knew she had hit them where it hurt. They had been saving for a car and nearly had the money saved up. They were going to share it. Now, there was a chance they wouldn't get the car if she told their mother on them. She would never stand for this.

"I'm going up to my room now," Bonnie said. "I'll expect you all to be in bed by ten."

They didn't like her new bedtime either. Tod was the most vocal, but Stan would look at her as if he could punch her. She didn't like it but she thought she had to be firm. That was the way to raise children.

She gathered the dirty magazines up and took them upstairs. She closed her door and locked it. She put the magazines down on the bed. Her eyes were drawn back to the woman on the cover. How could any woman allow herself to be photographed like that? Surely she couldn't get any kind of enjoyment from it.

Bonnie could feel a strange kind of tingle going through her. She quickly took the magazines off the bed and hid them under the bed. She suddenly felt tired and sweaty and thought a shower would help before she went downstairs to make sure the boys were asleep. She undressed slowly and took a long shower. She caught a glimpse of herself as she stepped out of the bath. She didn't like to look at her body when she was naked. She was almost frightened of it.

She would always remember the things the boys used to say about her back in school. They called her Bonnie Big Tits, because she was built big up top and had a slender waist that seemed to point it out. She had always been told that she was beautiful with her long, silky dark hair. And she was even more beautiful at thirty. She had a fantastic face and figure.